Who am I?

     Who Am I?

Who am I? What makes me, me?  One does not simply know these questions, or answer them with the simplest of answers.  You cannot make an assessment about yourself in this way because you have a set feeling of who you think you are.  Sometimes, you need other people to tell you how they think of you.  You need to be put in situations that will test your strength and ability.  I know what I think: I'm quiet, I like to play video games, work on computers, and make money.  But I know there is more to me than that.  People tell me that I am considerate to others and respectful to the people around me.  Thy say I am responsible with tasks given to me with trust.

     I am very faithful.  That is to say, I am religious and I have a set of morals that are important to me.  I'm not going to go into detail with my religion, this is not the place.  Everyone has morals, some just don't have a very good set of them.  I can't explain how or why they become corrupt and what they do in this world.  I can only tell why I do something.  One of the things people notice the fastest is how you carry yourself and the way you treat yourself.  If you don't treat yourself with respect, how can you expect others to do the same?  The same goes for anything.  If you don't put forth the effort, you'll gain nothing back.  

     My family is a big part of my life.  If you don't have family, who do you really have that's got your back?  

In my family, I have a mom and two brothers that'll stand by my side.  The same goes for them; we all have each other's backs.  Sure you have a bunch of friends, but how many of them would actually stand by your side?  That is why instead of having a bunch of "friends", I keep a small list of "good friends".  

     My hobbies.  In my free time i enjoy playing Xbox with friends.  I'm not what you call a "competitive player".    I play for the fun of the game and to enjoy myself.  I recently started a YouTube account that has my game play on it to try and get featured.  There are some channels on YouTube that actually get you paid more for the number of views.  I think the normal YouTuber, if chose to monetize their video, gets about $.99 per one thousand views.  If, perhaps say machinima was to sponsor me, I would make about $2-$3 per one thousand views.  Machinima is the biggest video game channel on YouTube.  I am definitely not trying to make a living off YouTube, which would be pretty cool in my opinion.  I also like to make animated videos on my computer.  I have downloaded all the latest programs of adobe and I enjoy using adobe After Effects and Photoshop.

     After high school, I plan on going to either Lincoln or Kearney.  I plan on majoring into computer science and hopefully get into network administration.  I've been working on my goal by taking all computer classes and studying independently.  My newest goal is to get my hands on a desktop computer and be able to study all the parts inside and how they work.  Why not go into one of the most needed majors in the country?  The need for computer techs have gone through the roof!  And by going into computer science, it opens many more doors of professions that can apply, such as software development, hardware technician, computer networking administration, network security administrator, and many more.

     My part time job has had an impact on me.  When I started way back in the summer after freshman year, I was VERY shy.  I could hardly talk to someone without getting red faced.  But that summer, I changed.  I learned to talk to people and hold conversations...kind of.  I feel like since I've worked there, I become more social every day.  I have also learned about responsibility and the importance of deadlines.  I've been ordering for the store for about three months for now and I have responsibilities.  I'm in charge of keeping the younger workers busy, finding stuff for them to do, being a role model, and also keeping the burger feeds going.

     I am me.  I have a set of foundations that make my base.  Where ever we go in life, the paths that we have taken make up what we know in the present and help shape our future decisions.  I hope that I've made the right choices to help myself.